Freedom of Movement
It has taken most of my life, to fully step into the shoes that truly fit my gypsy feet. Though I still question myself, and worry a little about the social pressures of my choices, in the end I now feel free to flow, as opposed to fight. I am a wanderer, I must follow my heart wherever it may take me!
It is strange that I have spent so much time engaging in the internal struggle, the uncomfortable dance between my soul and the unwanted love affair with self doubt…something I think we can all relate to, yet wildly confusing. The struggle awkward and uncomfortable. The outcome is usually dark. The fear that rises up through the belly can be literally sickening. So why do we do this? Why would I ever do this to my precious self?
I am naturally a lover, a care taker, a nurturer. I think of others in almost everything I do. I try to be respectful, thoughtful, honest and beautiful in my movement in the world. I share meaningful eye contact, and the smiles I flash are drenched in a warmth that caries deep into the souls of the receiver.
Over the last decade I have made it my mission to be the receiver of my own love. I am by no means a master. Though I have been finding, the more honest I am about my own true beauty, the stronger and more solid my true love can be for the world. There is no possibility of being right with my path without this love of self. How are we to truly hear the calling of our adventure if our hearts are not open, if we do not believe in the awesome power we all hold, to trust our inner voice enough to follow?
As I ready myself for the gypsy kicks once again, my heart feels amazingly free and alive. The excitement that is building inside of my heart in almost overwhelming! The smile continues to grow…seemingly out of nowhere, my eyes are bright and ready for the adventure! Freedom of movement calls to me with grace and glory! I follow my heart, I set aside self doubt and fear of judgment, I am alive! <3
I am so happy for you! So are you going to take your van overseas? That would be so cool!
Freedom is great and all, but…
“Without fidelity and consistency, even the noble heart is absent of both truth and love.”